I want to be tiny.
(Source: bare-lythere)
Grasping Thin's Air
I'm 18
and I'm battling the wars inside my mind.
Starting Weight: 144
Highest Weight: 146
Lowest Weight: 121
Current Weight: 129.6
Goal weight: 115
129
128
127
126
125 (dye hair)
124
123
122
121
120 (new tattoo)
119
118
117
116
115 pounds (happiness)
Last week: 129.4 pounds.
*go through a week of fairly healthy eating with only one day of bingeing, and having tougher, more physical days at work*
This week: 129.6 pounds.
I’m going to punch myself in the head.
My intrusive thoughts are at a maximum point right now. It’s been like that for the last few days.
I fucking hate OCD.
